Well my first week back wasn't as horrible has one would have thought it would be. I did ok, I didn't get all mushy or cry at all. It helped that I knew that baby girl was going to be with her grandma and cousins and getting love all day. I think I would have been more emotional if Landry went to a babysitter that wasn't family. Landry got spoiled daily and that is what made me feel better about going back to work. I think my co-workers were more concerned how I was feeling and if I was ok with being away from baby girl. They seemed to have asked me daily if I was ok and if was getting easier to leave her in the morning.
Now that I have started week two of being back to work I know our schedule for the morning and what to our routine has to be in order to us to make it out the door in time. Sadly, Landry doesn't know when the weekend is and is still on her schedule but that's ok. As long as she is a happy baby, like she is daily I'll take it. This morning was hard to want to get dressed because little miss just wanted to be around me, she was the happiest that way. When I went to do my hair she got fussy. So this morning it was hard cause she just wanted to be with mommy. I know there will be days that will be harder to go to work than others but hopefully those are few and far between.
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